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triple town fever

Saturday, February 25, 2012

assalamualaikum.

tgh-tgh keje shift malam nih (1st cycle, 1st nite) - oh sgt bosan.

tapi kebelakangan nih saya ketagih nak main game. dari hp ke fb.

mula-mula download Triple Town nih kat Android market.

saya pun cuba arr main game nih. simple enough. lps tuh terbawa-bawa ke dalam mimpi. nak bina castle etc. hahaha.

saya mmg suka game tekan-tekan. senang. takyah pk byk sgt. just for fun. yeahhh hehehe.

skrg nih saya sambung main Triple Town kat fb. nice!!

screenshots:

kononnya nak bila settlement. haha.


baru level 'outpost'. ada byk level.


tamau citer pjg-pjg. kalo korg berminat, gi arr download game nih. simple n addictive!

kat hp pun leh download gak. kat apple store n android market ada je.

sekian!


Rashidah

the gaming pharmacist ;)

berubah?

Wednesday, February 22, 2012

assalamualaikum n good day.

minggu nih saya keje shift. n insyaAllah kalo smpt, kemungkinan besar join sukan. hehe.

hari nih saya tgk tv sambil memasak kat dapur (sblm keje shift ptg).. ada arr 1 iklan rancangan TV nih.. ada sorg perempuan berkata:

"berhijab bukan kampungan.. tp fesyen"

heart rate saya naik tiba-tiba. rasa sejuk 1 badan.

ya Allah.

**imbas kembali: tahun 2000, form 2**

masa nih saya tgh musim 'forever alone'. mengasingkan diri drpd kwn-kwn sekolah/sekelas, rasa down gile terhadap diri sendiri. takde keyakinan, etc.

masa tuh saya terumbang-ambing. solat mcm tah pape je. padahal kat sekolah masa tuh jadi imam surau. ya Allah berdosanya saya masa tuh.

masa tuh saya free hair. pakai ketat-ketat. tak bleh blah ok. tak bleh blah.

masa tuh saya teringin sangat nak pakai tudung, nak solat 5 waktu, nak pakai proper kat luar. tp tak tau nak mula dari mana.

tp alhamdulillah, Allah Maha Besar. Dia berikan saya jalan utk berubah kepada saya yg insyaAllah lebih baik arr kot. tp tak juga. saya ttp kena istiqamah n kena cari jalan utk jadi seseorg yg lebih baik n lebih diredhai n disayangiNya. byk lagi kesilapan n dosa yg saya lakukan, entah Allah ampunkan atau tak. nonetheless, saya ttp berharap Allah akan ampunkan dosa-dosa saya.

saya memahami bahawa mmg bukan senang utk seseorg nak berubah ke arah yg lebih baik. saya sendiri pernah melaluinya. hati kena betul-betul niat ke arah itu. semangat kena kental. jgn peduli kata-kata org yg mengatakan kita takkan dpt mengubah apa-apa. takpe, Allah Maha Mengetahui n Maha Memelihara niat kita kalo niat kita betul. insyaAllah.

alhamdulillah, skrg saya ada kesedaran utk menutup apa yg patut, n perlahan-lahan saya dah ada keinginan utk pakai stoking pula. n melabuhkan n melonggarkan pakaian. ya Allah, hrp-hrp arr saya n perempuan-perempuan yg lain di luar sana pun dpt petunjuk n jalan yg benar.. amin ya rabbal 'alamin.

tp pasal statement sorg perempuan dlm TV tuh, mmg tak bleh blah arr.

hijab bukan fesyen utk jadi tatapan umum. hijab bukan kampungan. tp satu drpd byk cara utk memenuhi tuntutan Allah spt mana yg dah difirmankan dlm al-Qur'an. kalo tak silap saya, dlm surah an-Nur. ada nyatakan tuntutan menutup aurat.

jadi.. agak kesal arr mendengar statement itu.

you guys judge. may Allah bless n love us always.

maafkan saya. saya hanya hamba Allah yg kerdil lg hina.


sekian


Rashidah

the faithful pharmacist


p/s: happy b'day to ainna, abg alba, izzat, nisa' ramdan, masyitah mahdi, kak anoi, ain shaqirah n my relatives: chik n anaknye zalifa nafisa. :)

i love being a (ward) pharmacist!!

Saturday, February 11, 2012

assalamualaikum.

today i encountered a few cases. supposedly these things would make me frown, but instead, i smiled a lot. :)

  1. the pharmacy's overall temperature drastically increased! i think it's by 20% increment. we were deeply worried that the changes might bring great risk of damage n shortening overall shelf-life of the medicines, especially the injectables, insulin, vaccines, antidotes n other fridge items. one of the fridges (contains insulin, vaccines n chilled hormones).. the transparent glass door was broken into pieces! last temperature recorded b4 i punched-out: 33.0 degree Celcius. ya Allah, pls grant us patience. the meds aren't for us but for the patients.
  2. patient count is increasing this week. heavy load of patients + elevated pharmacy temperature + shortage of manpower = hectic Friday morning. hohoho. we even took off our white coats n dispensed medications to the patients over-the-counter while enduring the heat.
  3. during my routine pharmacist rounds, (counsel pt regarding warfarin n DVT) found out that the pt's creatinine clearance had reduced by 50% (from stage 1 to stage 4). noted pt was on a pentasaccharide synthetic anticoagulant injection. alhamdulillah, we were granted by swift actions. one of us continued the counselling, another one did the step-by-step approach to suggest changing to other alternative(s), while i rushed back to the pharmacy n gathered all the infos necessary to those concerned (rasa saya mcm strategic analyst lak kdg-kdg. hehehe). alhamdulillah, the case settled (we hoped so.)
  4. question: can dopamine n dobutamine be administered thru the same infusion pump?
  5. TDM case. luckily all normal. surely the HTK juniors did they job really well today, n i feel grateful being one of the lucky ones. :)

alhamdulillah. all cases settled.
i don't know. i just loveeeee my job very much!

maybe this is my fate, my destiny all along.

looking back to the past.. i'd always put the word 'pharmacist' in the 1st place every time my classroom teacher(s) asked us to fill up the form regarding our personal interests n ambitions.

every single year.

i just pray that i'll always be a happy, passionate n caring pharmacist. till the end. till i exhale the last breath, insyaAllah.

i love being a pharmacist!!

:)

pic of the day

Tuesday, February 7, 2012

as seen in Mobile Suit Gundam 00 season 2 ending 1
(song: Chiaki Ishikawa - Prototype)


saya suka gambar nih. sgt dramatik. ada byk makna dlm gambar nih.

perempuan kat padang bunga/rumput yg peluk budak-budak tuh: melindungi dari dekat.

mende pelik yg tgh shoot mende/orang/whatever: melindungi dari jauh.

sweet.

korg tak faham sudah. sentimental seh. hehe.


Rashidah

the overly sentimental pharmacist

(overly? boleh arr)

:)

friends forever

Monday, February 6, 2012


of course, i copied from another website.
haha..


hari nih saya belek-belek coretan n kad-kad lama drpd kwn-kwn lama dlm almari pakaian saya.

wah. ingatan lalu singgah dlm minda, dlm hati.


**

1994: darjah 1. ada seorg budak ppuan yg nmpk je ganas tp berhati lembut, sgt pemurah n sgt kuat ingatannya. nazrin. saya panggil dia e-in (sbb dia suruh saya panggil dia e-in jugak. haha). ada juga kwn lelaki yg saya kenal, selalu bg saya gula-gula limau (yg harga 10 sen kat kedai mamak sulaiman tuh) lps habis sekolah. nama dia amer azrin. kat mana dia skrg eh? apa khabar dia? nazrin saya tahu arr, sbb kitorg masih keep in touch w/p secara tak langsung (dlm fb kalau dah dpt perhati tuh kira ok arr kan).

1997: transition from standard 3 to 5. ok. dah darjah 5. kwn se'lompat' pertama saya, khairunnisa. berjiwa sensitif juga. dia byk sumbangan dlm hidup saya. saya tergerak nak mahirkan english saya sbb ada dia. salah satu sbb juga saya rajin membaca, sbb ada kwn mcm nih. lps dia masuk TKC, dah lost contact. baru-baru nih je (thn lps kot) 'jumpa' balik sbb online dlm fb, n then ada kwn-kwn sekolah rendah tag gmbr kami. baru arr 'jumpa'. haha. take care dear! ada lg sorg nisa. khairun nisa mohd arif. dia pun kwn yg baik juga. (tp lost contact lps habis sekolah menengah. grew apart kot. huhu)

1998: izzati. masa tuh kitorg kelas lain kot. mmg kelas lain. tp kalau jumpa, mesti ada bertegur sapa sume. dan belarutan hingga ke sekolah menengah, ..smpi skrg. kalau ada masa mesti jumpa. one of my continuous close friend :) iza, if you read this, i wish for your happiness. always. take care!! :)

1999: form 1. sbnrnye byk je kwn baik masa sekolah menengah. masa nih arr saya kenal dgn anura, istina, aqilah, fazila, linda, ain, nurul 'ain (kelas lain), etc. khairunnisa (nisa/bear), aasyirah, shaheeda, abdul shafeeq, ikmal, wan zahirah, shafiq/labu, ehh.. byk la! sgt byk kwn yg saya kenal n rapat sume.

2000: form 2. musim 'forever alone' for some reason. masa nih tiba-tiba suka mengarang citer smpi habis 1 buku latihan (plot citer tuh pun tah apa-apa.. craps je sume). hahaha. yasmin. she was the 1st one to say 'chidah, best arr citer nih! nak baca lagi!'. nisa pun. hahaha. saya cari buku-buku citer mengarut tuh tp tak jumpa.. tah-tah dah kena buang. opsss..

2002: ada kwn baru. ena marina, wan ishamira, latifah. masih keep in touch sampai hari nih. geng-geng outkast/back benchers. kununnye arr. hahaha.

2003: best of my school days. form 5. sgt suka kwn-kwn sekelas n kwn-kwn kelas lain. :)

2004: matriculation. saya pun suka zaman nih. berkwn dgn sume org tanpa prejudis. masa tuh kenal byk kwn yg sonok n memahami. tak sangka jumpa izzul (kwn chat masa form 4) kat sini.. dah arr tuh, sama lecture group pula tuh. lps tuh kenal kwn-kwn yg sekepala mcm diana, dalila, munirah (study pair), fairos/pakleh, razi, shahzeri (kitorg mmg suke kacau mamat nih. hahaha), ah boon (baik dgn dia n selalu tukar-tukar lab reports utk saling copy paste. hahaha), arif shaffiq (glad you're here all along, tq :D), raihan, hana, zainab/zai (my best deskmate/roommate!!), ain, syuhada, khairani, musa (kitorg suka kacau dia jugak sbb dia sgt naif. wahaha), farid (dgr kata ko dah nikah masa 2nd year. tak ajak pun! pape pun, semoga bahagia dunia akhirat :D), etc.. byk sgt sampai tak tersebut.

i love matriculation years!

2005-2009: UKM. byk juga kenangan terindah kat sini.. byk nama yg tak tersebut. mmg terbaik arr.. too much words to describe how i treasure the memories there.. utk keterangan lanjut rujuk link ini:

i'll miss you guys (part 1)
i'll miss you guys (part 2)
the day of my life :)


..

saya rindu kamu sume!!

may Allah take care of you guys, always :)

theme song: Vitamin C - Graduation (especially the last part)


Rashidah

the sentimental pharmacist

 
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